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Tuesday, October 25, 2011

A Drowned Coast

On my list of wonders of the world I would like to see, the breath taken
Phang Nga Bay in Thailand...What a beauty...

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

My 1st Child

I would like to tell you a little bit about my first born daughter, Morgan,
As a small child she was lovely to be around, not much of a crier Morgan would draw people to her like a cool morning breeze.
I could take her anywhere, to a movie the park or even on a lunch date with girlfriends. She would sit still and draw on her children’s menu pictures of dogs or happy face people each drawing would tell a story of what it was like to be living a one year old life.
Many years later Morgan is still drawing. She has filled countless drawing books and pages of home work with doodles and amazing pictures of people. I know her art will take her far, and I know this sweet little girl who is growing into such a lovely young women will one day soon again tell a story about what it is like to be living a teenager’s life.

Friday, October 7, 2011

HALLOWEEN

This is a personal dictation for me and how Halloween has transformed in my life throughout the years:
Dress up for me was all about October 31st and the fantastic costume just waiting to be selected, dangling by their plastic hangers in the shopping mall, I would count down the days until I was able to run my hands through the racks of colorful paper fabrics, expressing life and death with both horror and delight, one would think I was picking out a prom dress for my first big school dance.
Choosing the right one was a daunting task, how could one be challenged to express oneself through only one theme. The monsters were always my favorites, their twisted and distorted faces claiming they would indeed do the job of haunting my younger sibling long after the evening was over. I would pick out the one who spoke to me, telling me the story of how we could, if just for one night be invincible, for on “All Hollows Eve” night even monsters are impervious.
Fading into the darkness with only a tiny flashlight leading my way, I would head down the path, momentarily pausing to collect sweets from neighboring houses, a quick “Trick or Treat” and back out to roam the streets through goblins and ghosts, witches, warlocks, and the always present black cat.
Scattering in from every direction we were an army of creatures, alien forms of ourselves for the night, only a few short hours to express through child’s play the enchantment of hiding behind a mask.
This tiny mask covering my face, held on by a thin band of elastic, with only two small holes to guide me and even smaller ones for me to breathe through, became my secret identity. Moving towards my home I would play a game with myself, trying to guess who my friends were. Under a spell enchanted by butterfly wings and swords that lit up, I would call out their names believing their costumes were not as elaborate as my own, I found it easy to recognize them either by shape or size, they were no match for my sleuth detective skills.
Once home to sort my prizes, candy apples and assorted chocolate bars, I could finally unveil, releasing the persona that had been mine for the keeping, on my favorite night of the year “Halloween”.

In my teens Halloween became more than just begging for sweets, there were movies to watch and parties to attend. Halloween took on a new meaning, as an assortment of friends and I gathered in the theater, popcorn in hand we are seated waiting for the lights to dim and the shadows to appear.
Screams echoed from the back of the theatre, as the newest horror film played, a blood soaked teenager (always running in the wrong direction) falls prey to the latest vile creature Hollywood had invented. Pop culture takes a stand and the Rocky Horror Picture Show Reels in the midnight hour.
Dr. Frank-N-Furter, Riff Raff, Magenta and Rocky are all represented in costume adored by fans, scenes of the movie are re-created; makeshift actors take their turn walking the movie aisles mimicking the screen.
Turning the page once again, I remember elaborate parties, rooms filled with white silken webs entangled with spiders and ghosts, a swimming pool is transformed into an eerie bog, decaying corpses slowly come to life.

Couples dance to Thriller, while “An American Werewolf in London” plays from a projector in the next room. I no longer expect mysteries to unfold, as a young woman, Halloween has become a social event, permission granted to leave the adult world, unsupervised for the night, these Halloweens are more of a charade than an exploration into the unknown.
Coming full circle, it is now my children who make their way down the haunted path toward screams in the night. I watch as bats fly over head and chainsaw noises come deep from within a dressed up graveyard, tombstones bare the markings of ancient Villains from the past.
Beware and enter at your own risk taunt us ever closer, hypnotizing us into the fold. Fog machines blanket the sidewalks, and Jack-o-lanterns glow “Welcome.”
I long for these Halloweens, when my curiosity was fresh, when the anticipation and transformation into a character so unlike myself roamed the the darkened streets, allowing me into a secret society no adult has access to, when slipping on my costume granted me open passage into a child’s endless imagination.
October 31st, is more than a date on the calendar, engraved within me is my past, present, and future…I will always look forward to this auspicious time of year….for this… is Halloween

Bio-Carolene Brannam-When people ask me where I’m from, I don’t say the south I say, Texas, Goddess to my husband and taxi driver to my children, we dance in the kitchen as we make dinner together. I grow pumpkins and sunflowers for fun, and voice myself through a quite little blog, letting me opinionate my half baked ideas.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Running Errands: It's all part of the fun in my (unpaid) day.

Running errands: It’s all part of the fun in my (unpaid) day

Six am: and the children are up, not necessarily awake, but on the move, stirring through our morning, the house is cool and quiet and I enjoy this brief moment of stillness before the kids start bumping heads. I stand routinely at the kitchen island making first breakfast and then lunches; the wheels in my head are spinning going through the day’s task.

I launch through a mental check list, laundry started-check, feed pets-check, drive kiddos to school, double check. If I am not transporting one of our many pets to the vets, I can take the morning and drive over to the park for a quick run. Running is where I stop making lists, the morning belong to me, there is nothing else to do at that moment than move forward down the paths and into the unknown.

I always feel a bit more alive after I have tried to run every bit of breath from my body. Sweating, with a slightly pink face I head back towards the car, walking alone the water’s edge I see the fish swimming in unison darting back and forth through the moss and water plants growing close the to bank.

This is my time, a sort of meditation; I watch the large white headed duck wander under the giant oak trees, spreading their wings as if to dance in the morning breeze. I am a country girl at heart and living in my small town America suits me well.
I am now off to the market, Keith Urban sings (Raining on Sunday) to me, my windows are down and my hair blows freely in my face. Leaving the park I can feel my body tightening, it needed a good stretch, but I haven’t time for such luxuries.

There are 22 items on my list as I head through the market doors, it would be best to go home and shower, instead (ode to Brannam) is moving with precision along the rows of fresh veggies and frozen foods this is quick work since I prefer shopping at the speed of a NASCAR driver. I move my way through the aisle, knowing the best time of day to avoid the blue hair brigade with their over sized, slow moving electric shopping carts, if you do happen along side of one stopped flat in the middle of the row it’s best to deposit the item they are searching for in their basket, since there is absolutely no way around them, retreat is your best defense, stealthy these Grandma’s gone wild will block you in, working in pairs the freewheeling Granny takes up the rear with only seconds to spare I maneuver a hand brake turn speed pass and back down the aisle.

With all 22 items lined up neatly in my shopping cart by category and size I find myself wondering what someone with habitual OCD truly looks like, the clock on the wall is reading 9:05 I have a bit of time on my hands I quickly scan through the trash magazines looking for the latest headlines on where Brad and Angie have relocated their small army of kids.

Back on track I head for the register and I quickly try to fluff up the sweat soaked bits of hair along my neck, Kevin is bagging my groceries one of the more adorable boys I know his face well, we have carried on many pleasant short conversations about the nonsense of the day, while he deposits the randomly filled sacks of nutrients and saturated fats into the back of my Tahoe.

Home and a minute to relax with a cold beer, while the groceries unload and put themselves away in an orderly fashion, (someday I will invent a system, to do just this unpleasant job, but for now it’s all mine,) there is cooking cleaning and collecting of the offspring from their appointed places of education still ahead on today’s agenda.

Homework must magically find its way through a wormhole in the cosmos and onto the kitchen table before nights end, often a topic of debate whether the oldest can complete her assignments in the open period before class start the next morning, the youngest debate is that homework is given out by those whose understanding of the educational system is flawed, therefore assigning school papers to be finished in a home environment. In her own words “It is my understanding that school and home are two places I must be, but home is for me, and my time is too valuable after 3:00pm to continue with school papers if the teacher is unable to fit in her day. “

This is only a part of my everyday routine, saving the best for last, I muster up the remaining bit of energy, tuck in under the covers on my bed, while the little one and I play a round of Princess Sorry (the board games she most loves) where she skillfully miscounts her way into once again winning.

Somehow it all fits together the puzzle pieces of our lives connect to one another leading to a grand discovery like the picture on the box it unfolds in front of us.
All I want now is to turn off the light, take a deep breath and dream the night away knowing tomorrow will take care of its self, with a little help from mom of course.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

I Never Knew I would Become a Runner

I Never Knew I would Become a Runner:

The funny thing is I don’t truly enjoy running, the pounding of my feet with each step hitting the hard surface beneath me, the way I huff, as I force my way up a hill or the bright color red plastered across my sweaty exhausted face. No, this is not my idea of having a good time, so why do I do it? Simple, after finding myself on a quick collision path with my mid 40’s I knew like most of you that the time had come to move my body in a more active way, before it seized up and fell over on me.






Conversations with a good friend one day lead to the topic of our impending weight gain since high school. After having two baby girls and loads of spicy guacamole filled tacos later, my slim figure and small butt have engaged in their own conversation, believing in the concept that more is better expansion has set in.

They say confession is good for the soul, but after deep contemplation I chose to believe that not looking into those damn three way mirrors is an act of denial I can live with, as my friend and I continued on our path of self discovery, a challenge had taken place, not one to follow the course of least resistance I allotted my conditions, sharing September birthdays we set the timeline to fall in between the dates of our birthdays.
Replacing years of margaritas and 10:00pm late night dinner runs would take on a wee bit of work, the winner would of course be sporting a new and much improved body, along with a consolation prize from the loser. I was to lose a whopping 15 pounds and my friend was to melt away a mere 30 pounds.

Now let it be said that my friend has a habit of gaining and losing weight, where I have never once tried to lose any weight at all, looking back to my high school days I was 5’6 at 103 pounds and sporting more of Keira Knightley iron board figure then my present more shapely Selma Hayek form at 134.

To rein in my unruly thighs I took up Yoga and found myself in arrangements of down ward dog and lotus positions that truly seemed to help tone up my bottom and waist line. This felt great. I had more energy and loved the full body stretch, but back at home that stupid talking scale in my bathroom refused to acknowledge the hard work I had put in and like a yipping Chihuahua kept announcing my weight at 134. It seemed I have just been moving my weight around and not losing any, I need to get my heart rate up and after weighing my options running seem like the one for me.

Even as a young child I was always outside, running with my friends climbing trees and riding my little blue bike around the neighborhood, it has always been hard to keep me indoors; even now I would rather be digging in my garden than watching T.V., so I was set, I would run in the park down by the river.

My first morning go at my new weight loss procedure was a bit tougher than I expected; I had gone through the check list in my mind. Running shoes-check water bottle-check iPod-check, nothing left to do then start, I hit the pavement slowly, moving under the trees and past the pint sized train station where nursery school aged children waited in line for their turn to board.

What was the big deal, I could do this all day, I had the morning breeze pushing me forward, a family of ducks to keep me company and the soft light of the morning showing me the way, I also had one whopping cramp, WOW, like an electrical surge taken hold of my left calf, and I was down for the count, doing my best to walk the pain off I headed back towards my Tahoe knowing full well I would be reporting to my friend my progress of the day. Sitting in my car I thought about my options, If I quit now I would never build up the tolerance needed to continue running and losing a bet even to a close friend was not in my playbook.

Looking back now I know I did the right thing, my thighs are toner, my butt higher, and my waistline curves sweetly into my slim round hips. I can’t say I won the bet with every pound of taco I lose I gain a pound of muscle, and that stupid yipping scale is still refusing to acknowledge my hard work.

Truth be told I have found a kind of peace to my day I did not know I was looking for. I have found that this 40ish year old women still enjoys the child inside her that the great outdoors is my play ground and I enjoy every sweaty, red-faced, heart pumping minute it will give me.

Monday, August 8, 2011

somalia




Truth or Dare
When we are young, childhood games keep us company in the hot summer months absent from school. Sleepover between neighboring girls was common we would gather in a friends bedroom lock the door and proceed to transform into movie stars and gossips girls, barrowing our mom’s latest issue of Cosmo we answer the imposable questions of our youth, with a round of Truth or Dare.
This game alone help to educate each of us with its simple mission of answering the asked a pond question truthfully or daring to act out a chosen task.

Becoming an adult a round of Truth or Dare takes on a more series tone, answers become harder to define and consequences become life altering.
The information before us clouds our reality and the outside world becomes more than we can handle. Nine to five, dinner, chores, soccer games and homework routinely becomes a way of life and the misshaped lives on the ten o’clock news sinks to the bottom of our agenda.

It’s during the holidays that we are reminded by sunken face children to weak to stand their clothes mismatched and dirty sitting on a grass matt waiting for our hard earned money to reach their hungry bellies, that we toss a few coins in the red bucket on our way to buy Jonny yet another interactive electronic to occupied his already inactive body.

Let’s play a game shall we TRUTH OR DARE, but let’s change it up a bit.
I will tell you the Truth and after reading a small bit of reality, I will Dare you to take action, if you have what it takes to play YOU will be accomplishing a genuine feat of humanity.


This is a portion of a post written by Senior Foreign Affairs Reporter Laura Rozen on Aug 5, 2011




Senior Foreign Affairs Reporter

PostsEmailRSSBy Laura Rozen | The Envoy – Fri, Aug 5, 2011


Somalia is experiencing the worst famine the world has witnessed in a generation, the result of the region's worst drought in 60 years. The UN estimates that a quarter of the Somali population is now displaced—some 1.5 million people—and more than 10 million are in immediate need of food assistance or face starvation.

The demands are urgent, and getting adequate assistance to the region in time has been tough.

The Lookout asked experts on the area and the crisis for answers—and how you can help today.

Q: How did such a severe famine evolve ?

A: Three factors have caused the Somalia famine to be so severe, aid experts say: severe drought, severe lack of governance and severe poverty.

First, the Horn of Africa has experienced two seasons of unprecedented drought conditions. Second, there's been a total breakdown in governance in Somalia over the course of a civil war dating back more than 20 years. Third, people are already extremely impoverished. And the three circumstances are perilously interconnected.

"You have not had a government in Somalia for 22 years," Oxfam's Shannon Scribner told The Envoy. "There's a civil war. People suffer from extreme poverty. When you add in the worst drought in 60 years, people don't have any assets to cope... They don't have food reserves. They don't have livestock. When the livestock dies, they don't have much left."

Q: How many people are affected by the famine?

A: The State Department estimates that 11.5 million people in the Horn of Africa are in need of emergency assistance or face starvation.

In addition, more than 800,000 Somalis have already fled to refugee camps in neighboring Kenya and Ethiopia. An estimated 1.5 million Somalis—a quarter of the population—are currently displaced from their homes, the aid coalition group Interaction says.

Some 9,000 new Somali refugees are fleeing to Kenya every week, and another 3,000 Somali refugees per week are entering Ethiopia, Oxfam's Scribner said.

U.S. officials warn refugee flows could rise. "We have heard troubling reports from inside Somalia that the combined daily arrival rates of 3,200 new refugees in Ethiopia and Kenya could rise still more dramatically as the situation in Somalia grows increasingly desperate," Deputy Assistant Secretary of State Ruben Brigerty for Population, Refugees and Migration told journalists at a special State Department briefing on the crisis last week.

Q: Was the Somalia famine preventable? How did it develop such severity and why wasn't the world better prepared for it?

A: In short, we should have been able to pre-empt this famine, or at least head off its severity, aid experts say.

"In the 21st century we shouldn't be experiencing famines on earth. These are preventable,

The U.S. and UN had good early warning information about the conditions on the ground related to food security and climate, aid experts said. For instance, it knew that there had been a fall drought and that a spring drought, if it occurred, would put millions of people at risk.

But problematic relationships with governments in the region—from Somalia to Ethiopia—contributed to the lack of sufficient preparation for a response.

"What you're looking at is a perfect storm: a humanitarian disaster compounded by political complexities, conflict and insecurity throughout the region," said Sarah Margon, a former Senate staffer who specializes in Africa, currently at the Center for American Progress. International aid groups that "don't have viable partners in Eritrea, Somalia and parts of Ethiopia are under serious risk, and the Ethiopian regime is becoming increasingly [autocratic]. The combination of all these sectors make a natural disaster response doubly difficult."

Q: How can private citizens help?

A: Individual cash donations offer far greater flexibility and speed than governmental assistance—which comes with restrictions—to aid groups operating on the ground.

"In the fluid environment of where we are trying to help and help rapidly, the quickest and most effective way to provide a doctor to provide supplementary feeding or a blanket, are private donations," said Worthington. "Resources from governments, including our own, while needed, tend to be more directed." Funds raised from the public, he said, allow aid groups on the ground "to go, 'Hey, this is not a medical case, but let's provide nutritional feeding here,' or 'This camp here needs to be moved.' It removes all of the layers of constraint."

Q: How responsive has the public been so far to the Somali famine?

A: There's been something of a lag in public response, aid groups say, perhaps in part because the media have not had much of a presence in Somalia.

"We are not seeing the level of public response that we would like to see, "The response clearly picks up as the images get out there. But it's not a place where the cameras are rolling. Where stories of how a family lost four of children get on the nightly news. Because of this—because of the difficulty of access, it's a little bit removed still. We hope that will eventually change with time and that the deep compassion we see in the American people, that is part of us, will be triggered to provide the resources."

Q: How can you help?

A: Interaction has a list of its members providing relief assistance in the Horn of Africa here:

http://www.interaction.org/crisis-list/interaction-members-respond-drought-crisis-horn-africa

I Dare you not to buy those French fries with that sandwhich, to put that money towards one of the above group HELPING to SAVE a life. I dare you to tell your facebook friends, Tweet,and your co-workers.

Then I DARE you to pass it on, do you have what it takes to question a friend about thier spending habits?

I dare you to spend $10.00 dollars and change your life.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Summer Lovers

Summer Loving

It’s summer, a grand time to have a grand time having a grand time…
The best part of summer for me is always finding something (NEW) fresh, fun, flirtatious…

First- on the agenda is a summer crush, someone beyond beautiful, whom you will never meet to dream innocently about during those long hot summer nights. Not necessariy the man of your dreams, but the man in your dreams.

2nd) laughter…like the coffee commercial the best part of my day is that unexpected smile that comes from a moment of sheer brilliance when you are caught off guard by the clever muses of another.

Third- food-need I say more…no other time of the year provides such a bounty of the most, supple, divine, beautifully colored foods. Fresh farm picked veggies, homemade breads and berries, each waiting to please your every whim.

4th (Music looking back into your childhood (High school is a good place to start)for the sounds that move your body, stepping back in time can be magic, freedom from being an adult for a short while is divine.

Five -Water I have lived my life on the water, swimming the lakes and rivers of my town, sharing the space with the fishes, hunting for treasure on the rivers beds and sand dunes that cover the coast lines in my home state. Water is where I find peace and solace, floating, diving, and splashing around water fills my soul like no other element on earth.

#1) my summer crush: Benedict Cumberbatch- remember the key requirement here was beautiful. Mr. Cumberbatch is both stunning and kind. An intelligent actor, Benny (Sorry love, my crush my nick name) seems to pick roles with both wit and wisdom. Tall, with striking green eyes that could melt away my bloomers his smile is both wide and curious, I find him to be the perfect summer crush.

#2) Comedies over the radio waves has been my big discovery this summer, for your listening pleasure I bring you Cabin Pressure. Written by John Finnemore
Set in a small airline business, Cabin Pressure is a comedy about the wing and a prayer world of a tiny, one-plane charter airline staffed by two pilots - one on his way down, and one who was never up to start with. Whether they're flying squaddies to Hamburg, metal sheets to Mozambique, transporting lads on a stag night or shifting a panther for the odd oil sheik, no job is too small - but many jobs prove to be too difficult - for MJN Air!

The airline is run by forbidding divorcee Carolyn Knapp-Shappey who, at last, aged 64, is free of her awful husband, but pleasingly not free of his private jet. Her two pilots are the smooth, experienced and almost certainly fired-by-a-big-airline-for-all-round-naughtiness Douglas, and the struggling, almost competent sweaty young captain Martin. General help is provided by Carolyn's dim-witted son Arthur.

Captain Martin Crieff- Played by Benedict Cumberbatch
First Officer- played by Roger Allam
Carolyn Knapp-Shappey, Owner of MJN air- played by Stephanie Cole
Arthur Shappey- dim witted son- played by the (Great) John Finnmore
God Bless them this is the funniest British Comedy ever, you can find it on The British Comedy Guide- homepage under comedy (which is where I found this information)
Buy the DVD’s –best gift ever


3rd Food Alright people this one is on you, feed yourself well, visit your local farmer’s market (we have a great one that happens every wed and sat morning) re-discover a old haunt that is run by a mom and pop team (best food ever). Cook in the kitchen music playing nothing on, but your apron….

4) I can’t start to tell you how much fun it is to dance like its 1999
Twirling around in my living room with my children to the music I danced to at the prom is loads of fun. Their wide eyes and dropped jaws in surprise to my singing (off key) to the remixed songs of my youth. (Mom how do you know that song?) Really…

5) WATER….When I hit the water either at the river or the beach I find a tranquil moment inside myself.
I am whole and in the comfort of nature. The waves sweep along the beach and over my bare feet, toes deep under the sand. The sounds and the smells take over my body, I stand still and look out into the ocean, and for the moment in time I am transported beyond my reality. The rivers where I live are so clear and pure you can see to their bottoms. I place my hand in the water at the river’s edge and wait for tiny fish to swim across it, nibbling at my fingers like little kisses…
These are my Summer Lovers, calling to me playing with me, holding me tight until fall makes her appearance, and I replace flip-flip and shorts for cashmere sweaters and knee high boots. Take stock of who you are and who you want to be and have fun this summer.



Saturday, July 9, 2011

Pet Peeves

Pet Peeves
Yes, we all have them. My own family will testify that I have many, many, many pet peeves of my own.
Here are three I cannot pass by without saying my bit, even if I am only talking to myself.
1) Parents allowing their small children to stand up in a shopping cart.
Explain this to me, we as parents (for the most part) want the children we have.
We conceive them, carry them for nine very, very, very LONG months, then in what can only be described as walking through fire on our hands, PUSH…. these creatures out of our bodies. (Shaking my head in fear as I type)
So, why would you allow this blessing from GOD to stand in a shopping basket… flip out… fall to the floor… be rushed to the hospital and pay a huge bill????
Let’s think on that…shall we

2) Talking on the phone while DRIVING a car, and not using blinkers.
This one is too easy, put the phone down, put your hands on the wheel, use the blinker…it’s the little bar on the left side of the steering wheel that goes up for RIGHT and down for LEFT…
Case closed…

3) Exposing more skin than any human needs to see just to fit your over size butt into a swimsuit.
Here's a good one, if one’s bathroom scale is quivering as you enter the room, it may be an indication that squeezing one’s butt into a two piece swimsuit is not a grand idea. Let’s talk to Jenny about this…


Saturday, June 18, 2011

INVISIBLE COWS

I am in the business of being an invisible cow.
Daily on my way towards one task or another, I find myself driving past this field of cows.
There is nothing remarkable about the lot, standard would describe them perfectly. Acting in accordance to how they were built, chewing on rye grass, swatting the horseflies with their tails and caring for their young.
It hardly seems to me that they move much at all, standing for hours on end in the same position. I have grown so accustomed to these cows that as I drive by, I take no more notice to them, they have simply melted into the landscape.
I find it alarming to say and would dare to venture I am not alone with my disregard for these cows. They bring me no comfort, but still are they not good mothers tending to their calves?
Do they not provide milk for their growing babies, teach the young to find shade in the heat of the late afternoon, to listen for the cries of the coyotes and the dangers that come with the sounds of the pack?
Tending to their own daily task, with no great importance, they do not pick up the dirty clothing lying about; sweep under the bed and into the corners of the room nor do they endlessly sacrifice their time and talents for the ungrateful grunts of a teenage child.
I find myself in correlation, in sorts, a kinship for these cows in the field, never finding the ending to my day it repeats itself in slow motion, hours travel by… yet I have moved mere inches if at all in my own home.
Tending to my family providing food, shelter and advice, all is taken for granted as they pass by me, attending to their own agenda, I have melted into the landscape. I have become an invisible cow.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Lights, Camera, Action (Acting)

PART ONE
The English Dictionary defines Imagination as the (Ability to visualize)-the ability to form images and ideas in the mind, especially of things never seen or experienced directly.
Is it not the job of the screen writer to take the above definition in all its glory and place it in a well thought out narrative? The never ending story that has us repeating its clever content line by line, so entangled we have become with the theory or foundation one cannot help but connect to its physical existence.
Searching not only our memoires for clues to the past, but knowing that we must have once resided with these characters that somehow they have always been a part of our lives.
Just then our Imagination becomes tangible, it is capable of being given a physical existence, the story is given life, a hand we can hold as we move through the traffic, the touch of another’s flesh warm and secure, no longer is it just a voice in a darkened movie theater.
The written word moves through us like a bolt of lightning, we are struck, singed from the heat, its audio version has the power to transport ones essential nature far beyond the reaches of one’s own reality, the daily life takes on a new realm of pleasure, such scenarios may be formulated carefully and in detail to communicate the mind’s eye of the writer.

PART TWO
Is it not the job of the actor to perform the written script with such clarity and intensity, that we may carry within us every last word spoken? A casual conversation not given by an actor on a fifty foot screen, cold and distant, but simply between two trusted friends, no longer a script to be practiced and played on a stage in front of an adoring audience, each emotion the actor presents is a transformation of their being, melting away layers of the character until we can see into the center of the artistic performances.
Paid for their efforts, is their job only to entertain us through film, stage and radio? One may think not with all the free performances given in open air theaters of the public streets. True acting is indeed rare.
To take the same human, time after time, simply changing the character’s name and profession without true transformation of said performer is a darling comedy at best and serves its purpose, two hours lost with a bag of buttery popcorn.
Hard earned currency is lost, when an actor is drawn into the business by the success of family member’s skills, not always inherited are the talents, the true natural ability. To be present in the moment, to strip away one’s own mannerisms and discover a new dimension to one’s own self by becoming unrecognizable in practical applications, such as speech and movement is an art in its self.
Lost are the terms Actor and Actress, grouped into a bundle they become equals in action and praise, does a sitcom television star with their multi-million dollar contracts and legions of Thursday night’s fans truly belong among the ranks of well groomed thespians?
Trained in the lost art of acting the theater player’s occupation is to live the performance, making no difference in the story line they emerge not as themselves dressed up in costume, but complete in story, words and movement. To become indifferent to the rows of seats eagerly waiting entertainment, they must unite qualities within the company of players to perform as one.
Live, night after night, “take two” does not convene itself for the comfort of the patronage, we are brilliantly lost in the actor’s narrative, factual or fictional we care not, only the production, players and the plot of the story we are here to witness.
PART THREE
There are many well trained actors who are able to move seamlessly between the actor’s stage and the silver screen. Only a handful has been given the recognition they deserve, not all are Hollywood legends living in the compound accessible only through iron gates. Some of the best actors have yet to be raised through the ranks of popular American culture; steadfast in their own countries, we are missing out on their pure talents along with cultivate a dying art. (Acting)
Here is my top 5 list along with a handful of some of the most amazing works ever to be produced.

5. Kevin Spacey Fowler: Born July 26, 1959- South Orange, New Jersey

Heartburn (1986) Mr. Spacey first motion picture

Stage work: The Iceman Cometh (1998)
Almeida theatre in London
(London Critics Circle theatre award-Drama)

My favorite performance:
Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil (1997)
(Society of Texas critics awards for best Actor)

Personal Quote: “The movies are not my first priority-the theater is.”


4. Hilary Ann Swank: Born July 30, 1974- Bellingham, Washington

3rd youngest women in history to win two Academy Awards for best performance by an actress:

Boys Don’t Cry-(1999)
Million Dollar baby (2004)

My favorite performance:
(Holly Kennedy)-P.S. I love you (2007)
(Irish film and Television Audience award for best International Actress)

Amelia (2009)
Hollywood Film Festival Best Actress.

Personal Quote: You can change your fate. You can sit back, or you can go after your life and all that you want it to be.


3. Gary Leonard Oldman: Born March 28, 1958-London England


Known for his ability to change his appearance and voice making each character played superbly unique, along with never being nominated for an Academy Award, despite a number of critically acclaimed roles.
Mr. Oldman has many great works.

Here are a few.


Sid and Nancy-1986
JFK-1991
Dracula-1992
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban-2004
Harry Potter- and the Order of the Phoenix-2007

My favorite performance:
Air force One-1997

Personal Quote: “I don’t think Hollywood knows what to do with me. I would imagine that when it comes to romantic comedies, my name would be pretty low down on the list.”


2. Benedict Timothy Carlton Cumberbatch: Born July 19, 1976-London England

Mr. Cumberbatch’s talents have been presented in many forms, radio, stage, Television and Movies. Mr. Cumberbatch is a gifted performer with the abilities to make the audience laugh or cry at all the proper moments.
He studied at the London Academy of Music and Drama, and these are a few of his best works.

Amazing Grace (2006)
Nominated: for a London Film Critics award- for British Breakthrough.

Stuart: A Life Backwards (2007)
Nominated: Satellite Award- Best actor in a Miniseries or Television Film

Radio: Cabin Pressure-Capt. Martin Crieff, for the BBC (2008- Present.)

Stage: Mr. Cumberbatch has played at each of these Theatres
Almeida, Royal Court Theatre, the National Theatre and the Open air Theatre Regent’s park.

A few plays.
Love’s Labour’s Lost (2001)
After the Dance (2010)
Frankenstein (2011)

My favorite Characters:
Stephen Hawking, in Hawking (2004)
Golden Nymph for Television film best performance by an actor
Best Television Award BAFTA-nominated

Sherlock: Sherlock Holmes (2010)
Crime Thriller Award Best Actor (Won)
Broadcasting Press Guild Award Best Actor (Won)

Personal Quote: “Live a life less ordinary.”


1. Katharine Houghton Hepburn: born May 12, 1907. Hartford Connecticut

(First Lady of Cinema)

She was one of the few great stars in Hollywood who made no attempt to sugar coat her true personality for anyone. Ms. Hepburn reigns as the only 4-time Oscar recipient for acting.

Movies: Morning Glory (1933) 1st Academy award
Guess who’s Coming to Dinner (1967) tenth Oscar nomination and her second win
The Lion in winter (1968) her third Oscar win
On Golden Pond (1981) twelfth Oscar nomination and fourth win

Broadway: Art and Mrs. Bottle (1931)
The Lake (1934)
The Philadelphia Story (1938)

Nomination for two Tonys:
CoCo Chanel- Musical
The West Side Waltz-Play

Television:
The Glass Menagerie (1973)
Love Among the Ruins (1975)
One Christmas (1994)

Best movie ever: Bringing up Baby (1938)

Personal Quote: “Acting is a nice childish profession-pretending you’re someone else and at the same time selling yourself.”

Ms. Hepburn pass at age 96 in her home in old Saybrook Connecticut.


The above writing is of personal opinion and is not meant to offend or do harm to anyone mentioned above.
Sources:
IMDb-(The Internet Movie Database) and Wikipedia:
for information on Biographies, Movies and Quotes for Ms. Hepburn, Mr. Cumberbatch, Ms. Swank, Mr. Spacey and Mr. Oldman.
Quote for Mr. Cumberbatch came from-Benedictcumberbatch/online

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

White Collar...Fun TV

In the land of overpriced reality shows and unrealistic cop TV, an unlikely pair holds strong. Jeff Eastin’s Drama White Collar is moving beyond a summer crush and heading towards season three.

White Collar thief, Neal Caffrey (Matt Bomer) swaggers into a room with a smooth voice and the styling of Cary Grant, his vintage charm is met play by play by New York’s best FBI agent Peter Burke (Tim DeKay).
After an exhausting cat and mouse manhunt agent Burke finds intense pleasure in placing Neal Caffrey behind bars, bars that do not understand the meaning of a lost love. Neal’s Romeo and Juliet escape into the city of New York leads him on his very own man hunt. Searching for Kate (Alexandra Daddario) the women he left behind, Neal ends up at the apartment the couple once shared. Neal misses her by three days. Abandoned by Kate, Neal forms an unlikely partnership with Peter.
Under guardianship of the FBI, and an inescapable ankle bracelet, Neal starts a new life with an unlikely cast of characters we wonder how the writers will puzzle together the pieces of the next story line.
Neal’s co-conspirator Mozzie (Willie Garson) reads like a gothic novel mystery, shadowy and brazen in his steps, an asset to both Neal and Peter, Mozzie’s perfect recall comes in to play in the most ominous of situations.
When a music box once belonging to Catherine the Great becomes the ransom for Kate’s safe return Neal recruits Alex Hunter (Gloria Votsis) an antiquities thief from his past to help him steal the box. Only after the drop is made dirty OPR agent Garrett Fowler (Noah Emmerich) is investigated for the explosion of the airplane leading to Neal’s safe passage and allotment and Kate’s early demise.
Season two finds us with more clever catch phrases and a long list of guest stars Andrew McCarthy, Tim Matheson, Billy Dee Williams, and the ever present Diahann Carroll as Neal’s land lady and widower of Baron a con-man in his own rights.
FBI agents Diana (Marsha Thomason) and Jones (Sharif Atkins) help to round out Burke’s crew, with the additions of Sara Ellis (Hilarie Burton) an insurance agent whose early testimonies help place Neal behind bars. As the saying goes behind every good FBI agent is a good party planner. Elizabeth Burke (Tiffani Thiessen) makes being married look easy. Smart and witty Mrs. Burks stands on her own, Although her roles may be small she is a presence and portrays her character seamlessly.
When Mozzie gets shot the team turns up the heat and the past is revealed through flash back and first meeting. White Collar season three should be a study on how to catch a thief.
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1763154/Good morning WME, 3/2/2011
I am applying for the position of TV blogger, below is an article I wrote about the USA network’s hit television show White Collar.

In the land of overpriced reality shows and unrealistic cop TV, an unlikely pair holds strong. Jeff Eastin’s Drama White Collar is moving beyond a summer crush and heading towards season three.

White Collar thief, Neal Caffrey (Matt Bomer) swaggers into a room with a smooth voice and the styling of Cary Grant, his vintage charm is met play by play by New York’s best FBI agent Peter Burke (Tim DeKay).
After an exhausting cat and mouse manhunt agent Burke finds intense pleasure in placing Neal Caffrey behind bars, bars that do not understand the meaning of a lost love. Neal’s Romeo and Juliet escape into the city of New York leads him on his very own man hunt. Searching for Kate (Alexandra Daddario) the women he left behind, Neal ends up at the apartment the couple once shared. Neal misses her by three days. Abandoned by Kate, Neal forms an unlikely partnership with Peter.
Under guardianship of the FBI, and an inescapable ankle bracelet, Neal starts a new life with an unlikely cast of characters we wonder how the writers will puzzle together the pieces of the next story line.
Neal’s co-conspirator Mozzie (Willie Garson) reads like a gothic novel mystery, shadowy and brazen in his steps, an asset to both Neal and Peter, Mozzie’s perfect recall comes in to play in the most ominous of situations.
When a music box once belonging to Catherine the Great becomes the ransom for Kate’s safe return Neal recruits Alex Hunter (Gloria Votsis) an antiquities thief from his past to help him steal the box. Only after the drop is made dirty OPR agent Garrett Fowler (Noah Emmerich) is investigated for the explosion of the airplane leading to Neal’s safe passage and allotment and Kate’s early demise.
Season two finds us with more clever catch phrases and a long list of guest stars Andrew McCarthy, Tim Matheson, Billy Dee Williams, and the ever present Diahann Carroll as Neal’s land lady and widower of Baron a con-man in his own rights.
FBI agents Diana (Marsha Thomason) and Jones (Sharif Atkins) help to round out Burke’s crew, with the additions of Sara Ellis (Hilarie Burton) an insurance agent whose early testimonies help place Neal behind bars. As the saying goes behind every good FBI agent is a good party planner. Elizabeth Burke (Tiffani Thiessen) makes being married look easy. Smart and witty Mrs. Burks stands on her own, Although her roles may be small she is a presence and portrays her character seamlessly.
When Mozzie gets shot the team turns up the heat and the past is revealed through flash back and first meeting. White Collar season three should be a study on how to catch a thief.
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1763154/





Written by: Carolene Brannam

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Samantha

Samantha is my baby bird,alway on the move,running,jumping,laughing,full steam ahead. Her way of looking at the world is simple, EYES wide open no one getting in her way...She is one of the very most loved things in my life, and I don't think I could be the person I am without this little person smiling at me daily. Showing me a new way to look at my world a 7 years old way. Just be who you are.

Thank You baby girl for that.
Your MOM